POSSIBILITES ~

Sometimes I feel like I am an undercover agent of sorts. I wonder... do folks really know me?, are they interested in knowing the real me? or if they even care?... I got on this thread of thinking because I have had some folks that don't know me very well or at all RECENTLY respond to my nuances/personality.Some things even people I am related or long term friend w/ have never addressed or mentioned. Case in point- the head hunter I have been working with ( which was a happenstance more than an intentional move- details at 11) stated last week- "you are just a little to easy to get along with- what's up with that?". I have been volleying back and forth with this fella for approximately 1.2 months and for him to blurt that out was a little different. I was momentarily shocked but at the same time I had to take into account he does not know I am new and improving.
What he was hearing was actually appropriateness for the situation. There was a time when he would have been correct. Easy going, door mattish, too laid-back ( almost reclining) described me. A lot of taking it on the chin in public , crying later and killing myself softly- w/ food.
I explained to him that I was easy to get along with in this particular setting because there was no reason for me to respond any other way. My questions, were being answered, he was working on my behalf, and I had some prospects for work... He then understood a bit better. I did talk to him and explain where I am on a professional level and now I need/want covering of a big established company, benefits, TIME and consistency.Those are the things that are of importance to me,"aaah" was his response.
I was informed today that my offer package is in the works. The company wants to make sure that I am interested. I informed them "yes". I can relax now and expect a call next week.
I am on day 2 of my tweaked eating plan. I am down 3lbs since yesterday. Was I deprived - no! Is this fitting w/ my habits ( yea-yah) and I finally feel like I am on the total right path for me. FINALLY!
My exercise is funny. I have never envisioned myself being a 6hr /day exercise type person. I aint on the BL Ranch and I dont have the time. I am about effecient training for conditioning and health ( those are most likely synonymous). I am finding I can push harder and still keep my workouts at less than an hour and come out on top!
I am in a good space today. I have been making a concious effort to enjoy the remainder of my life. To not let folks "rain on my parade", "drag me down", "pee in my coffee" or make me feel like anything less than what God has already bellowed in the world's ear that I am.
I got shalom today ya'll...( everything's not perfect- but life ain't broken and nothing is missing..)
Toodles.