"Whatcha' gonna do for me"?

This is the one thing I plan on doing this weekend! That one word says it all. I want to do so many things, and it seems like I want to do them all at once. But at the top of the list is RELAX!

I don't know when I turned into this multi-tasking, get it done yesterday type person, but honestly sometimes I don't like her. I want her to leave and go on a sabbatical and come back with the next deadline.. problem is - there is always a deadline- there is always something that needs my attention. Since I have been typing THIS blog entry I have had to go back and "correct" abbreviations! What's up with that? "docutexting" is a whole "nother" world.

Not sure I remember how to relax, or how deep I want to go into relaxation. I am not a "sleep in kinda lady". I will answer the phone most of the time. With life as it is right now- turning the ringer off is not "really" a good option. What to do?

I need to keep on my increased plant eating lifestyle, so I definitely need to get some more recipes from somewhere I don't want get bored and overdosing on soy is not on my docket of things to do~ and a shrinking girl like me needs options. I don't know if curiosity killed the cat.. but I know boredom probably set in first and then curiosity reared it's head! I CAN'T have a boring menu!

I want to work in my garden - it's kinda hairy out there and the weeds will not win!

I want to read. I have several "books in waiting" the nook is a lovely thing when used properly - right now it's e-storage and not an e-reader. I can remedy that.

I will let you know what I decided on. I got to get back to assisting my laptop to doing what "lappies" do- work!(it's to my immediate right downloading new settings) ( I told you I multi- tasked) I hope I keep this promise to myself.

RtotheEtotheLtotheAtotheX!

How the heck have you been? Where the heck have you been?

Okay so I have been on the "lam" so to speak? Not really- I knew where I was and most of the time I know what I was doing. One thing I will say is this. Deciding to put up a blog -good idea.. not keeping it up- "not soo good".
For the past 2 days I have been revisiting my blog, this blog. I had no idea of the time that had elapsed since I last blogged. I did not go back and read anything but I decided that I would post a new pix and keep it moving in a positive direction.
Vlogging vs. Blogging... I think that being connected is just one of those things that is going to be. I dont mind it soo much as I mind the "way" and to whom I am connected. Most times folks just shroud and cloud.. no longer interested.
I just want dialogue- open dialogue. I vlog..but I am not totally sure what I can get out in 15min. Case in point for the past 7 days I have been doing something that is pretty cool in my world.. I feel better about doing it, but even w/ the vlogging I can't fully express how I feel but. I am getting there and I will figure it out. I guess what I am doing is revisiting an old habit(plant based eating ) but it's freaking clicking this time! The last time I was a plant based eating girl; I was dating a young man named Jamal. I was 2 yrs into my journey and he made me "mad"... instead of getting my frustration out and directing it toward the object of my "madness" I ATE a big honking cheeseburger... Got sick as dog and turned back into the biggest canivourous machine ever to walk the earth. Displaced anger has toppled many a good thing!
I figured out last week, that happened for a reason, because I was not ready, I was not committed, and I was "confused".
I think now I am ready, I am determined and the fog is lifting- and that's a start. Quinoa anyone?